i watch the cars go by, all of tehm yellow

well most of them yellow

because they are taxis'
'
and my feet are the only thinsg not moving

everything else is a blur and i like it

like nothing matter and nothing is stablew but my feet

except they are terembling, and the fire exca[r[e espare escape is shaking

and i am being roasted

downstairs they are grilling me, i am so teary for smoke is in ym eyes.

can't stop shaking'

think i smoke d too much

shit i almost dreopped my laptoop

i dont think it would enjoy falligen falling down 25 storesa storeis stories

silly goose, i should go insided

byee

rest in peace, kristi. you'll be so missed. so much love.

ahhhhhh I HATE FINALS! mine start on tuesday and i simply HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING. i don't know why, i just can't! there's nothing i can do about it. i just can't focus. i look at my notes and realize that due to my extremely shitty work ALL YEAR i have nothing to study FROM. i haven't been doing any homework, i haven't been taking much notes. I'd make flashcards but i feel it would take up all my time to make them and i'd have no time to practice with them.

who am i kidding. i'm not making flashcards because i'm too fucking lazy. god. i'm going to be in summer school! the future is fucking GRIM.